Monday, January 16, 2012

Big Day Anxiety

Today is our 4 week bandiversary and tomorrow morning we go back to the surgeon for our first post op appointment. I'm pretty anxious! First off, we are both pretty sure that our scale is off in a good way. The cool thing is that tomorrow we'll be weighing in on the scale that our official starting weight was recorded with so this will be the most accurate number to date! Can't wait!

I am excited to report back tomorrow with the results but I'm really worried about the idea of a fill. I feel so good and I'm not having a problem eating anything but am still eating anywhere from 600 to 1,000 calories a day.

I'm scared of things getting stuck and being miserable.  On that same note I don't want to get to a point where I stop losing weight. We have a trip to Disney planned a month from tomorrow as well, and I worry about being uncomfortable or miserable on that trip. I am seriously more nervous about this fill than I was about getting the actual surgery.

I guess I'll just have to talk it out and ask lots of questions tomorrow. Ugh! Say a prayer for me I need some peace of mind tonight <3

I'll report back as soon as I can after my appointment tomorrow!


  1. Praying peace will find you...excited for your update tomorrow!! You have been doing fantastic thus far, try to relax you have favor on your side!! ;)

  2. good luck! hope it goes well today :)

  3. I can't wait to see the official loss! You are doing fabulous and such an inspiration. Don't worry, you will be great and its your first fill the restriction shouldn't be as bad as you think on your first fill? Good Luck!

  4. Waiting over here for an update!!! :)

  5. You both are doing so well - can't wait to hear your update!